Studies sucks like shit, Volleyball skills deproving
like shit.Attitude sucks like shit. Everything sucks. This time,
I don't think I'll be able to pick myself up from the fall.
I kept trying but, nothing is happening. Skills not improving,
instead it turned for the worse.

Everytime I try, I'm bound to fail.
I can't study right, can't handle anything right except
screwing things up. Feel like digging a hole and hiding in it.
And pretend I never existed. I feel embarrassed being a
human in this world, honestly.





I want what's best for everyone, But not for one's
selfish thoughts.I'm willing to do anything sooo as to
not screw things up or affect any of us.