Got back most of my results.
Did rather badly even though I studied for it. Guess I'm
really not made of studying material. Sighsss. Due to the lack
of sleep last night I couldn't really concentrate during
checking of scripts. Today is a real bad day for me.

Training almost killed me.
It seems to be getting tougher and tougher.
Been doing physicals since the previous training,
I'm gonna get nightmares real soonnn. Ohhhh mannnn.
Even my com is playing me out.
It keeps restarting.


I tried and tried many many times to be happy, but each time I
try, I fail. Because of my stupid face I make people unhappy.
I tried my best not to do it again, but each time I failed
over and over again. Even though I feel as though I'm trouble-
free, but at the same time something in my heart tells me
something isn't right. I don't know what to do. I'm not a
good friend, I admit. But I really didn't want all this to happen.