Reality stinks.I hate it when I can't do
well for my exams, can't play well in volleyball
not being able to have previllages like
other kids out there.Why oh why ? Sighs.I tried
countless times to prove that I'm worthy,
but time and time again, I failed.

Why was I born this way ? It's just so
unfair ? There's a saying that there's a
reason behind everything that happens to
us.But I just don't see why I deserve all
these shit.I know that I'm not good in
my studies, I tried to do well.

But all I get is disappointments and
even more disappointments.The fact is,
I tried, I really did.But why do you have
to see it as though I didn't put in the
effort ? I really did, really.What's the point
dwelling anyway, it's no use.I'm sick and
tired of all this shit.



I'm sick and tired of life.