as usual school was boring today.after school stayed
back to play ball instead of studying. -.- i haven even
started studying yet.i'm so stressed up now.i dont
wana study no more.it gets me all stressed up.
why is EOY coming so fast all of a sudden ? i just want
exams to pass soon and next year to come faster.
new year a fresh new start.this year is just plain bad
lucks and more bad lucks..hopefully next year things
will turn out for the better.i'm gonna break down
anytime soon,studies are seriously killing me.especially
when i couldnt catch what is going on in maths.its just so
confusing..and EOY is just round the corner and i am
still struggling.everything seems so rush..i cant take it.
i am really starting to be afraid of getting retained.
i'm having fears now.too many things are coming back
to my mind.i cant concentrate..i need SOS asap.
sighs..too many things are happening too sudden..
sometimes i really wished all these didnt happen.
i really wana turn back time.i hate it now.
i want the past where there is no stress,no
bad lucks..no other problems.hais.just hope
that next year things would be better.i really
cant wait for this year to pass.