once again i've broken down.
why am i so lousy? why am i
forever a loser? haven eaten a proper meal
for days.feeling so weak as if i could just faint
anytime..have not been having appetite
to eat lately.i've got to stand up on my feet by
myself now. monday would be a new day for me.
let time do the talking.everything seems
so wrong now..that i really dont know
what to do..sighs..my heart is aching,
but there is nothing i could do.sighs.guess
i've got to carry on and see how everything
goes..i wana be happy for the whole day.
i dont wana think bout anything.i dont wana
be emoing or anything cause i really hate it..
cause when i think bout those things it would really
affect me..i really dont wana think bout it.
monday would be my day that i stand up on my
feet..i can do it..i really wana be happy.i dont
wana be sad anymore.if there is really fate no
matter what it would still be a happy ending..

is anyone willing to spend the night out with me
at the park the whole night

listening to my troubles?

will anyone be willing to drink with me till i get really
drunk and forget bout everything? sighs.