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once again i've broken down. why am i so lousy? why am i forever a loser? haven eaten a proper meal for days.feeling so weak as if i could just faint anytime..have not been having appetite to eat lately.i've got to stand up on my feet by myself now. monday would be a new day for me. let time do the talking.everything seems so wrong now..that i really dont know what to do..sighs..my heart is aching, but there is nothing i could do.sighs.guess i've got to carry on and see how everything goes..i wana be happy for the whole day. i dont wana think bout anything.i dont wana be emoing or anything cause i really hate it.. cause when i think bout those things it would really affect me..i really dont wana think bout it. monday would be my day that i stand up on my feet..i can do it..i really wana be happy.i dont wana be sad anymore.if there is really fate no matter what it would still be a happy ending.. is anyone willing to spend the night out with me at the park the whole night listening to my troubles? will anyone be willing to drink with me till i get really drunk and forget bout everything? sighs. |